I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.

That’s what I’ve been saying to myself for the last 3. No, 5 months??

I already made one attempt to come back after the last time I overshared about my personal struggles.

I don’t really want to make a long post or blog about it again because, at this point, even I’m tired of hearing my excuses.

Family, husband, kids, ex-husbands, jobs, clients,… I’m not going to sugarcoat it. It’s been TOUGH. Nothing has been easy life has just really pushed me down a couple of times. I can’t pretend that it’s the universe screwing me over. A large portion of my mental state is my fault for not taking things slower, listening to my body, and dropping the ball when there was no excuse.

But here’s another crazy thing I’m noticing. EVERYONE is struggling. Maybe not as bad as me, maybe worse than me. I’m noticing that many people around me are struggling with various areas of their lives. Taking my head out of my a** this past month has helped me realize that I’m not alone.

So yes, I’m coming back. I’m stating here to clearly commit to coming back and I will try, NO, I WILL find my rhythm again.

I’m not going to promise anything at the moment, except that I’m going to be dropping into our private VIP Group once a day for the next 14 days. I will share some things I’ve been working on, some random games, and I'll try to find old Molly. I’m also going to start setting up my next Boudie Call which I have been wanting to set up since March.

SO IF ANYONE HERE IS LEFT AND IF YOU WANT TO STICK WITH ME FOR A FEW WEEKS, THANK YOU.

Are you struggling? If you feel like sharing, I’d love to hear how you’re doing and what you are doing to take care of yourself.